Sunday, October 21, 2012

birthday

Even if I wanted
or
desired (?)
a calendar
of our
rollercoaster
I wouldn't synchronize it
(the good dates, the bad dates, the ugly dates)

:

I wouldn't synchronize us.

I'd rather us
remember
the days, weeks, years
of good.

And to forget
les autres.

Friday, October 19, 2012

prayers of the people: October 18

At the end of the summer, World in Prayer asked me to join their writing team. This week was my first contribution.

It's edited some on their website; here's the original submission:


...we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not disappoint us, because God's love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit which has been given to us. (Romans 5:3-5)

Heavenly God:
Help us to rejoice in our suffering.
Help us to endure.
Help us to produce.
Help us to have character.
Help us to hope.
Help us to not be disappointed.
Help us to be filled with your love.

We ask for you to be with us as we watch those who suffer.
Especially as we watch those who are persecuted.

We share in the persecutions within our Holy Scriptures:
the Exodus
the Psalms
the Crucifixion

Help us to rejoice in our suffering.

As we see racism bubble to the surface
in soccer matches in Eastern Europe

Help us to know.

As we await the trial of US soldiers 
who have been arrested on the charge of rape 
in Okinawa
an area that has resisted what it believes to be occupation

Help us to endure.

As we learn of a resurgence in tuberculosis
resistant to our current antibiotics
immune to our current vaccines
what the World Health Organization is calling one of the most "ominous global health threats"
a disease that will be blind to color, creed, sexual orientation, gender, wealth

Help us to produce.

As we pray for the recovery of Malala Yousafzai
a 14-year-old Pakistani girl
shot in the head by the Taliban
for speaking out for girls' rights to attend school

Help us to have character.

As we continue to watch Syria
with refugees streaming to foreign lands
with 2.5 million people remaining in the country in need of aid, according to UN estimates.

Help us to hope.

As the Cuban government
lifts its foreign travel ban
so that its citizens may travel to other countries
so long as they are not
doctors
scientists
or other "highly skilled" professionals.

Help us to not be disappointed.

As the United States' presidential candidates
use women
(their pay, their work habits, their reproductive choices)
to shape votes

Help us to be filled with your love.

We pray for all the persecuted and persecuting, the victims and the oppressors, the outcast and the leaders.

Help us to rejoice in our suffering.
Help us to endure.
Help us to produce.
Help us to have character.
Help us to hope.
Help us to not be disappointed.
Help us to be filled with your love.

Amen.

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

the nearness of you

I wrote this nearly ten years ago.
I could not feel more opposite, now, than I did at the time.

*


the nights I sleep best
are the nights that
he does not
sleep beside me

are the nights
when I,
alone in my darkness,
have nothing to lean against
nothing to touch
no scent to inhale
or lips to seek

They are the nights when
I
all by myself
find peace

Oct 16, 2002